2009 a new year, a fresh start!

I had abandoned my blog for quite some time now. Well, i had been busy lately with assignments and exams. If u were to ask me how was my year 2008? i would tell you, it sucks alot. People had been telling me, ohhh come on it isnt that bad and all that but how well do they know me? many things had happened during 2008, scars that had wounded my heart real deep. Anyway i am not going to review it about it, as i said 2009 is a new year with a fresh start, the past had passed and whatever that had happened is irreversible and so be it while i just going to move on. However during the year 2008 i had achieved afew resolutions for my own. I had grown stronger emotionally, i had managed to control my emotions better especially my bad temper. I also set a new rule to myself that i believe in karma that what comes around goes around, no more of those childish hypocrite backstabbing bullshit and no matter how you treat me, i wont give a damn to you cause i believe you will get what you deserve and i had seen it alot now. I also had known myself better, i know what type of people i am and what type of people i am portraying and what type of people i want to be. I aint going to fake myself or change myself for other people cause i am who i am and i am proud to be myself and you can say all you want, take it or leave it bitch. whatever the gay ass thing people judge about me, that is dumb. I had tried to be a good son, i had tuned down the rebellious side of mine and not to quarrel with my mom although we still disagree on matters at times. I had tried to be a responsible lover, i had tried to commit to someone and we are still going strong. I no longer a big spender as i know the value of money now and i appreciate how hard my parents had work for our family. But i still cant reduce on my weight, infact its increasing. screw it, i love food and damn you if you make fun of my weight. just because you are some skinny ass that doesnt mean you are any better than me. i still cant get rid of my laziness. I am getting lazy by the day and my laziness is taking a toll on my studies and oh yeah i am getting dumber by the day. hahahaha. well for this year 2009, i had set a few resolutions for myself. 1 is of course to lose weight, i had set it every year but had never seem to work. hahaha. i will try to make it happened this year i hope. 2 i hope to meet more new friends, close friends that truly understand me and care for me. I am tired of meeting stupid dumbass clown joker fuckers in my life. 3 i hope everything will go smoothly in my studies and also my relationships with my family and ..... 4 i hope to keep getting stronger and believing in myself. haha. i guess thats all for now, the list will keep getting longer as the year goes on. hahaha. i know i am abit too late but anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!! love, BoNNiE ^^...