100th post...

congrats, this is my 100th post!!! woo hoo... well i dont know if there is anyone who reads my blog but anyhow i gonna continue writing my blog as i think this blog is a part of me that translates into words... hehe... love, bonnie ^^...

Happy 18th Birthday!!!

well this is the 99th post and happy birthday to myself!!! ya i am self publisity, promoting to everyone, shameless... so what? i say wat i wan to say... today was my birthday... nothing much for my birthday, i had an ice cream cake from baskin robbins, its delicious.... and the most memorable present, DKNY red delicious perfume!!! arrgggghhhhh, my wish came true.... thanks gunny alot, for making my this year's birthday at least something memorable... love ya gunny... other than that, my birthday sux! my labtop spoilt, some people that i care dont even remember my birthday, my bro is a jerk, i am so bored alone at campus doing nothing at my room... guess this is how i gonna go through my birthday, so much of being a birthday boy huh... emo birthday boy... anyhow i am already 18 this year and its time for me to grow up, to learn the reality... staring to the spaces, bonnie T.T...

who knew...

if someone said 3years from now, everything will change... who knew? will i still be who am i now? will my family stays the same way as they are now? will she comes back to me? will he accepts me? will my friends still be my friends? will the future ahead of me be better? who knew? i know what i want to be... i know what i want to be... i know how they will become... i know i might get over it... i know i can change myself... i know they might be gone... i know exactly what i wanted... but still who knew? i am feeling so emo ryte now, perhaps i gonna break down soon... guess i just didnt know how, they knew better... still searching for truth, bonnie ^^...

Sarcasm...

recently i met alot of sarcastic ppl or to be exact i realised many ppl around me are very sarcastic... they are so rich in sarcasm that they can say things with a direct blow straight to you... they make you pissed off, go crazy, feel like punching them and etc... well i dont mind admiting that i am an easily tempered type of person but imagine people saying stuff like this to you all the time, even a mild tempered person can blow off too ya know... i didnt even do anything wrong in the 1st place... and plus to you farking arseholes out there, mirror yourself before talking ok? you yourself is the same and wat makes you think you had the ryte to judge me, to talk shit stuff to me... jus because i neva say back, i am powerless? dont act yo like a bitch in front of me... sux till death... hatred, bonnie ^^...

Labtop down!!!

well on a very fine morning, after coming back from sahur... i turn on my labtop as usual but halfway the screen turn white so i have to shut down abruptly and when i turn it on again, suddenly there is this black screen saying that one of my windows files is missing or corrupted and i cant switch on my labtop... wtf!!! i started panicing, not knowing wat to do... i restart my com few times but its still the same, i was feeling frustrated and tired as its 7am in the morning and i havent slept the whole nite... so i decided to give up and went to sleep... when i wake up i try calling all my friends that is good at computer to solve the problem... ya all know that i sucked in computer and i literally knows nothing... anyway, they still cant fix the problem and suggested me to go the computer shop instead... well having to stuck at this cyberjaya dessert and plus i dont have a car, how the hell am i gonna find for a computer shop... i tried asking help from my bro but thank god he is so damn bloody GOOD to help me... yeah, he did freaking help me but his words hurt my heart and feelings over and over again... finally his help is like no help... i had enough of him as well as the damn labtop... i am going to send it to the shop regradless how much its gonna cost... the only thing i am worry about is that they might have to reformat my labtop but i dont want it because i had alot of memorable stuff inside my labtop, stuff that i will never get it back again... haiz.... i really hope my labtop will be fix soon... i had enough of the trouble already... love, bonnie ^^....

twist, twist, twist it~~

last night, Shez, Fatin, Calvin, Lik Wei and me, went to hang out at the lake... since today is holiday, we hang out till pretty late or should i say early? haha... at 1st we went to 7-11 and we try out the mysterious flavour slurpees... me, Calvin and Shez had the yellow one while Lik wei had the purple one... the yellow one taste like lemon while the purple one taste like blackcurrant and i personally prefer the purple one... then we head to the lake... we were chatting and singing while playing guitar... then shezz brought out the twister mat and we started playing twister!!! it was the first time for me, calvin and yang sun... so four of us played each time while another turns the arrow... we got into kranky positions and literally twisted our bodies... duh~~ thats the purpose of the game isnt it? if not why it will be name as twister... then we were all sweating and had muscle cramps... hahaha... we played uno after that... but then we decided to go back to take a shower as we were sticky and smells like fish... after shower, we went out to putrajaya presinct 9 for sahur, lik wei didnt join us because he was tired... then after sahur we went back to the lake to watch sunrise... we were there chatting and lying down at the middle of the road path till morning... a cyclist were shocked to see four people lying down at the middle of the road... hahaha... guess which is mine... hehe... although we coulnt see the sunrise but we had fun chatting... haha... we went back and i slept till 4pm today... crazy aint it? love, bonnie ^^...

Tagged by Shezzy Sheila

The person who tag/pass you is?
-Shezzy Sheila...
2. Your relationship with her/him is?
-Senior/junior and close friends...
3. Your five impression of her/him?
-funny and cute
-hippy
-loves bananas alot
-wavy spanish latina hair
-black pinoy ghettoness
hahahaha...
4. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you?
-fill my emo days with laughters... haha...
5. The most memorable thing she/he had said to you?
-"this is a competition ok, i am going to do whatever it takes to be uno next top model. ~hey~"
6. If she/he become your lover you will?
-Ooo... I will love her more than I do now!? haha...
7. If she/he become your lover, thing she/he has to improve on will be?
-DONT be UNO next top model and black pinoy ghetto diva ~hey~... haha...
8. If she/he become your enemy, you will?
-I will throw her with bananas...
9. If she/he become your enemy, the reason will be?
- she is the UNO next top model, i am so the UNO next top model ya know... i am fierceeeee!! hahahaha....
10. The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now is?
-Give her a banana...
11. Your overall impression of her/him
-She is fun, random and definitely the black pinoy ghetto...
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
-Diva + Bitchy = an all wannabe gossip girl? hahaha... where i get that from...
13. The characters you love of yourself are?
-Drama queen... hahaha...
14. On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
-also for being too much of a drama queen... hahaha...
15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
-me, myself & i... "you are 'bout to be bonniefied" , "i am fierceeeee"
16.For people that care and like you, say something to them:
-Its such an honour for this award... i would like to thank god, my family and you fans out there for always believe in me and supporting me... thank you... hahaha...
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you.
1) Elaine
2) Eddie
3) Yun
4) Mike
5) Mae
6) Peggy
7) Fatin
8) Aggie
9) Calvin
10) can i pass back to Shez again? hahaha...
18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
-She was my ex?
19. Is no.9 a male or female?
-Male and i hope he stays male? hahahaha...
20. If number 7. and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
-wouldnt it be lesbian then?? but they stays at the same room so we never know what might turns out to be right?? hahahaahahahaha......
21. What is no.2 studying about?
-accounting.
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
-yesterday night.
23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
-errr I dont know actually... switchfoot?
24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
-yes...
25. Will you woo no.3?
-nah, we are just sistas... hahaha...
26. How about number 7?
-HAHAHAHAHA
27. Is no. 4 single?
-so not...
28. What is the surname of no.5?
-Ng
29. What's the hobby of no.10?
-Being random??? hahaha... sleep i think? i also not sure... shame on me...
30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
-nah, they dont even know each other..
31. Where is no.2 studying at?
-college
32. Talk something casually about no.1?
-she is a big Biatch.... hahahaha....
33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?
-dang... she was my ex... Zzz...
34. Where does no.9 live at?
-puchong
35. What colour does no.4 like?
-pink, purple
36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
-yea definitely, we are part of the sistas...
37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
-copied this from Shez... "After me, yes. =p Haha."
38. What is no.6 doing now?
-dont know...

early christmas!?

for those who dont know, i am actually a big big fan of perfumes!!! i had always wanted the DKNY Delicious perfumes,BE DELICIOUS & RED DELICIOUS
the cute little apple shaped bottle perfume that smells so good... but somehow i never had the chance nor the money to lay my hand on the perfumes... this season DKNY is releasing a new perfume to add on the Delicious perfumes collection... introducing this season's
Delicious Night....with the sexy mysterious purple theme... its a must have for this season... arrrgggghhhh... i wanted it so badly!!! let it be early christmas so that i can lay my hands on those yummylicious DELICIOUS NIGHT perfume... well my birthday is just around the corner, very close about next week, precisely 22nd sept... hahahaha.... so..... i hope my wish can come true... *finger cross* hehe... love, bonnie ^^...

Mooncake Festival

yesterday was the mooncake festival but too bad it was raining and we cant see the moon... usually the moon on the mooncake festival is very big and round... but anyway the most important for mooncake festival is the unity of family members... so my family had a small tea ceremony together...
my bro and his gf lighting up the lanterns...
me cutting the mooncakes... its nice to see how a small mooncake can be cut into so many pieces and be share by everyone...
me camwhoring... a little too old to play with lanterns huh? haha....
we had the tea set, mooncakes and peanuts... hehe... its very important for family to be unite and to be together especially during the festivals.... love, bonnie ^^...

Computer programming assignment!!!

i hate programming! i hate programming! i hate programming! i hate, i hate, i hate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for the assignment, 5person in a group to program something based on the topic given and me, adelyn, yiap, seng n shahid have to program dictionary!!! i can say i am not of much help like i say before my programming knowledge = 0%... even shahid and cheng yiap, our main programmer, failed to program it and lastly no choice we have to take it from david but still the program is not 100% functioning... Zzz... then we were rushing the assignment since last nite till today to pass up as the due date is today 5pm... when we reach there, the lecturer say have to correct some errors and she extend the due date till the next day 12pm... so all of the groups also have to redo... all of us were tired and exhausted, same goes to the other groups too... arrrghhh!!!!!! computer programming sux!!! i hate it!!!! love, bonnie T_T...

oldtown + sahur

last nite, half way feeling so stuffed at my room, i received a msg from shez asking whether i wanna join them to go oldtown so i agreed... shez, calvin, fatin, lik wei n me went to oldtown... however everyone is quite busy and occupied with their own work so we were just doing our own work... halfway through, we felt bored then we started chatting and play uno... haha... we was there till about 3am... when i come back, i was feeling hungry.. so i went down to my hostel cafetaria and have some snacks... it is so good during the ramadhan time because late night the cafetaria is still open and you can get food... i shall go again tonight... hahaha... love, bonnie ^^...

random post~~

just some random post of me camwhoring... can ignore this if you dont like to see my face... was feeling quite emo for the past few days... i skipped classes alot, worry cannot catch up + might be bar from exam, alot of assignment and finals around the corner, i have not start any assignments nor start studying = worry might fail subjects and have to retake, got midterm marks and it wasnt satisfying nor encouraging, receive bad rumors of ppl talking behind my back, have some personal issues... arrrrgggghhhhh.... so lately i am so lost and become so random... anyway i took alot of my happy pics!!!

me with strawberry smoothies at leo's cafe...me before going out for movie... go green...me early morning 6am before going back to cyberjaya...me while on-air session in the studio...

gambateh!!! go go go!!! i can do it!!! love, bonnie ^^...

money is not everything!!?

last week i learned my lesson that money is not everything!!! i wanted to pay my fees and so i went to my campus cimb bank branch... after waited for about 1/2 hour, when its my turn only they tell me because my account is a teenage account so i cannot withdraw more than rm200 daily... then i explained, this is to pay my fees by transfering it to my uni's account and last time also i paid like that... then they say its their new rule!!! wtf!!! they even suggest to withdraw rm200 daily to pay the fees... stupid!!! my fees is about rm6k and so i have to withdraw daily rm200 to pay for 30days??? Zzz... so FINE, i went to the finance department and again i have to wait... i have to tell my issue over and over again to the officers there... after 1hour of waiting + repeating my issue only they come to a solution that i have to pay no matter how and i have to go back to my hometown cimb home branch... and not to be forgotten that the finance counter can only accept payment up to rm500 only... Zzz... i skipped the next day's classes and asked wei chye to fetch me back to klang... then when i go to the cimb home branch to make the payment, they tell me that my uni's account had been closed so the transaction cannot be made??? WTF!!!!? at my campus branch everyone is paying the same way!!! arrrggghhh!!! then there is also my teenage account problem... i have to wait again for almost 1/2 hour, then they only permit my transaction and allowed me to withdraw cash... then the next day i went back to my campus branch and again i have to wait 1/2 hour to pay cash for my fees... after paying, i still need to submit the slip to the finance counter... all this trouble + waiting just to pay the bloody freaking expensive stupid fees... gosh, thank god this 22nd sept i am officially 18, my account will be changed to normal account and i can register for cimb clicks... Zzz... love, bonnie @.@...

Englishslot outing~~

on our last meeting, we agreed to have an outing together. so on 3rd of september, we went to alamanda...

the birthday girl, shezy shez
dinner at kfc...
fingers licking good... hehe...
one of my senior dj, ju jin
our manager, double dshez and her cousin,lu lu~~the cake girl, aggie and fatin...the 4bday guys and girls : zeth, shez, melon and chadsurprise!!! happy birthday!!!

the bday guys and gals are happy... hehe...

fatin's mom delicious chocolate cake!!! yummy!!!let the cake smashing begins!!!gotcha!!! hahaha...fatin merajuk~~ hehe...even the manager gets it... hahaha...shez and danny...both my seniors, ju jin and shez...i get it too, thx lulu... me and shez...bday gal, melon...hulala~~ punk gets it all... chou and fatty are jealous... hahaha...da geng...lets bowling!!!lulu~~ju jin~~my bowling team!!! go go go!!!shez rox it...fatin shooting ju jin? hahaha...

we had so much fun that nite... fatty and i was glad that we managed to organise this event successfully... i also wish to thank fatin and also others for helping me out alot in organising this fatin... THX!!! i am looking forward for more outings in the future... hehe... love, bonnie ^^...