Life Long DEBT!!!

finally today i had sign the agreement with ptptn for study loan... my 4 years electronics engineering majoring in telecomunications course estimately needs RM45K++ and ptptn offers me RM66K... dont be too happy hearing the amount that they offering as when you graduate, thats when hell starts... i have to pay of an average RM374.35 per month for 240months = 20 years!!! WTF!!! with 3%interest... OMFG!!! imagine if i graduate at age 22 and i have to pay my debt till around like 45 years old... wah lau eh... Zzz... haiz... wat to do... i am a poor kid... so any1 generous willing to sponsor me eh? btw jus now i jus went wit race and friends to secret recipe.... hahaha... love, bonnie ^^...